(Backdated to Thursday, Aug. 20; two weeks ago just after the hollow-backed woman removed the other tree)[Jolene happens to be indoors when the strange eclipse turns the canopy and the world underneath it a strange purplish hue, but then even if she'd been outside, she probably would not have known what to make of it. Her last few days have consisted of an agony of itching and dry, fruitless coughs, and though she'd spent the first couple of days feeling well enough to try to pursue quest riddles, by this point she's given up. Her hairsays, little psychic leeches residing in the back of her mind, have been delighting in undoing all of the good work of the golden lifestream, exacerbating self-doubt and a sense of failure. It's been leaving her feeling low.]I don't know what the hell I'm supposed to be doing here. Too dumb to smart my way for why the rest of you ff... people are here, too sick to haul ass on building anything, even if I have to use rocks and sticks to fucking
do it.
[She's still terrible at censoring herself, but she's still trying.]What am I being punished for?! What do you all know that I don't?! What am I doing wrong?